Monday, April 16, 2007
it seems that i really must step in here to do something.the atmosphere smells as if someone has planted TNT all around.
to ???(which i will not bother to name) :*ahem. we know how you feel, but there's responsibility for freedom of speech you know? you have to take responsiblity for what you have said, if you have the correct sense of mind, pls at the very least make the whole reflection erm...cleaner.this can help ensure that the enimity here is umm....reduced?
to the other party who glares at ??? every so often: don't take offence here. this is a very controversial issue here. let me give another analogy : you mom and your lover is drowning in the sea, who will you save first? there will be people who may try to save the lover first, there will be people who will try to save the mother first, but none of them is wrong logically and morally. you cannot, based on your thinking that one of them is correct, ostrocize another party. of course, you have the right to do so, but at the very least it does no good to both of you.bleah.
to me :note that my comments on class 2J is NEUTRAL and any interpretation on my views to be one sided is your own problem.no matter how bent you people think, it remains neutral.so i am thus not siding with anybody.
wilson/night sky , hereby shortened to WS/NS
Jerk it Out! 9:07 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Heh. I would beg to differ. As a Literature student, I agree with Wilson, the atmosphere is indeed a little artificial. Sharman, sorry for saying this but you may feel that 2j has given you lots of memories but some of us didn't see those memories. I overheard that when it was the last day of school, other Sec2 classes were sobbing and reluctant to leave their friends, but all 2j cared about was "
YAY! It's holidays." Sharman, I am trying to be as tactful as I can here 'coz 2j didn't really leave me with good memories. Even if it did, it was only because a few people made me feel at home and a few people allowed these nice and warm memories to happen.
I tried to make my contributions to 2j, but I think they were not appreciated. I was courageous enough to offer to be the ambassador twice for IU day and after the whole thing, I don't remember anybody saying "Thank You." especially during Sec2, when the whole class really needed an ambassador. It really wasn't necessary for me to do all this, but I didn't want 2j to be an embarrassment, therefore I stepped up to the plate. I wasn't even thanked (okay maybe people thanked me but I could have forgotten), but instead, I was ridiculed like I was a bitch who had just committed adultery. I was laughed and bitched at. The whole class was drifting apart and I felt so isolated. I couldn't feel the fire in me to be bonded with the rest of the class. All I thought of during my time in 2j was "Do well and get out of here!" I know it hurts to see me write this, but the only good memory I had with 2j was during the West Malaysia trip. (
If I could, I would really want it to happen again.) It invoked feelings of nostalgia in me, but my liking for 2j is only 0.0000000000001% out of my liking for my present class. Guess what? I think some of us are better off in our new class than in 2j. Oh well, you may hate me for saying this but God has plans, and maybe his plan was for me to be happy in 3f.
After uttering one whole chunk of rubbish, what I want to say is that, not everybody feels the way you feel. I felt that a few people wore masks to hide their true identity and I could seriously feel this. I only cared for a few people when I was in 2j. You want me to name them? Sure. My platoon mates and other close friends of mine. Those who were on the far end of the class? I treated them as aliens from space. Okay, this sounds rude, but I can't be tactful anymore, so just let me say this:
2j sucks! I know I will receive many objections from you people but this is how I feel. I didn't ban you from saying that "2j was nice" openly, so don't stop me from saying this.
Wilson, you want to know what the downfall of a class is like? Take a look at this class. And Sharman, I was just merely stating my feelings, so please don't treat me like I am non-existent when I walk past you. Everybody has their own feelings and thoughts, but it just depends whether they bother to let people know how they genuinely feel. I have been hiding these feelings for the past 2 years, and to think that I am able to let it all out now? I am
outrageously glad!I don't think I would even need to put my name here. I think you know who I am. And what's more, I think a gathering would only be necessary for those who had cliques.
Jerk it Out! 7:39 PM
